DRUNKEN HALLOWEEN!

preparations + pictures + drinks + highness = AWESOME HALLOWEEN!

helping the mum with her hair.

pebbles siblings~

dirty family portrait.... kekekekeke

having fun with photobooth after a long while with cobwebs all over it!!!~

i look like some unglam butch here.. hahahah~

 ally and i with short hair. god, i look old with short hair!!!!

 trimmed hair and styled it straight. kekekeke~ look so much more feminine??? cannot take it!

 .....so i had my hair messed up

 i wanna do eyelid surgery!!! look how weird my eyelid is without the tape!!! the freaking line doesnt form nicely naturally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i decided to take a break from everything....

snippets of last months snaps

orchard central rooftop garden

 shangri la hotel

 Ally's birthday, finally 18 love!

 shopping with LY

i can't express my thoughts

i don't belong in this world. was i born into this world by chance? it feels so wrong/weird that i'm even here breathing. i'm much of a thinker. i think too much. i get exhausted by my thoughts alot just that others cant tell. sometimes i cry to sleep from all those thoughts but no one knows. sometimes i get depressed from my own thoughts and i don't feel like talking to anyone, others think i'm feeling unwell or am in a bad mood/upset. sometimes i get happy and excited. little things that go on around me or something that someone said can trigger my mind to think like 10,000 factories of machinery. i really am exhausted from my thoughts. adding on to the exhaustion is the stress that comes from school. does anyone know of any medication to stop you from thinking. i wonder.

is this not my cup of tea? or is it that im too dumb beyong explanation. i really dont get it. i feel the whole world's pressure on me. the stress is killing me. its eating up my stomach next to go would be my intestines and soon there'll be no remains left of me. i'll just be another black silhouette on posters in people's minds.

i wish  i wish i wish that i didn't have feeling, not to put so much thought into everything. those feelings i dread. dear god, why did you create feelings for when it makes people so miserable.

goodnight. i wish i could just disappear into my own fairytale.

BLACK IS STILL THE NEW BLACK

tassels for a good cause. just awesome i want a pair too!!

I've been going round tasting some really tasty food during this school vacation. Well, I must admit I am pretty much a foodie which explains my size and weight. :S So here are two places I went to most recently.

green beer @ red dot

disturbing looking german sausages

@ SPRUCE

Also, got my hands on the limited edition Marc Jacobs Lola ring with solid perfume in it!! :)

School is into its first week and I guess it will be a fun packed semester!! Looking forward to it but, the downside is all the stress and assignments coming my way.

Attended the first jazz dance(elective) lesson today. God, it sure was fat burning!!!